Friday, July 30, 2010

This few days have not been a very good day for me.. Am suffering from headache, flu and sore throat!! Sucks eh!! Somemore nose bleed just now!! Fucked up eh!! Why is all this happening to me luhs?!! Life sucks!! Everything doesnt seem to go the way i wanted it to be.. I guess it just going to be a terrible year for me.. No matter how strong a person is, he/she will be beaten one day.. And, that day for me have arrived.. But, i know i have to stay strong and continue to work hard at least end of this year.. I going to try my best to concentrate on my studies and give my best for my 'N' levels.. I promised him to work real hard and i will try my best to do it.. Eventhough, you and i got nothing to do with each other.. But, this promise means alot to me.. I will try my best and give my best.. No matter what happen, life still has to go on.. Not forgetting those supportive family members i have.. I wont dissapoint you guys and give what i have for the exams.. Dont worry for me.. I'm fine.. Life still has to go on without him.. So, no worries uh!! I will still be your strong girl inside everyone of your heart.. Jasmine love you all!! (:


Thursday, July 29, 2010

Everything ended once and for all!! Here i am all alone and facing every single problems myself.. No one to talk to and no one to share with.. I think you must be misunderstand.. Why cant you just ask me about it and i will clarify this with you.. Do you know how much i miss you?? I bet you dont and no one knows and understand how i really feel deep inside my heart.. I can be harsh on you.. But, inside my heart its totally different.. I think you wont get a chance to see this post and wont give a damm about it.. Although so many things happened.. Nevertheless, i'm still obessed with you.. Everyone says i am stupid and whatever shit, i tend to turn a deaf ear about it.. LEE ZHAO JIE, this is all you wanted it to happened?? Really we will end here?? I dont know.. I'll see about how it goes.. All leave it to fate bahs.. Hope you find someone can click with and be your ideal and wonderful girlfriend.. TAKE CARE!!


Wednesday, July 28, 2010

I am back to post.. If whoever saw my facebook status, please dont get the wrong idea that i change boyfriend again uh!! I didnt luhs!! I am still with the same guy.. Its rather irritating when people keep ask you what happened to me and him.. The thing is, i dont know how to explain to you guys.. Its really super complicated!! I hope things will be fine soon uh.. I dont know what on earth is going on.. I think its time for me to dissappear infront of him.. I dont know what he really wants and i am really tired of quarreling almost every single day.. This few days, mood sucks to the max uh!! I dont know what went wrong with me also!! Today, first paper for prelims.. Hope can at least pass for English and Mother Tongue paper 1.. Mood really sucks like hell.. Bur, no one knows and care about me.. Putting up a fake smile every single day just to show that i'm fine and stop friends and family members from worrying.. Seriously, FUCK MY LIFE!! Lastly, hope to meet and go out soon with Lynette and Jasmine after my 'N' levels.. I miss the times with them.. When things will go back to normal??!! I am really very tired already.. I think after this relationship really ends, i won't want to get into a relationship anymore.. Just got to concentrate on my studies will do.. Hmm, shall end my post here.. Bye readers!!


Monday, July 26, 2010

Moronic kuku pig is serious when comes to work time!!
Just reached home not long from school.. Its been a bad night for me last night.. So many things happened just in one night.. Can you imagine how pathetic it is??!! Hope brother will be fine.. I'm sure god will bless him.. God didnt give me a wonderful parents.. But, he left me a AWESOME brother!! Brother, whatever the outcome is i'm here for you.. I'll never forget the things you said to me.. I love you.. It make sounds mushy to you.. But, its the first time i say to you uh.. I know its abit the.. All you have to remember is the things i said to you.. Qin ai de ge ge, take care!! Skip this part of the moronic me.. Yesterday, went out to study with Aaron Leong Kin Weng the moronic kuku pig at Jurong East library!! Its been a long time since i met him.. But, we never fail to text and call each other.. He damm sincere in giving advice for my DNT journal.. But, he went there to play games!! LOLS!! He brought his laptop and itouch just to keep him entertain.. And, when i ask him to study.. He told me too much temptations already!! What the fuck luhs?! But, when he is explaining those things to me.. He look damm serious luhs!! After study, headed down to west coast market and guess what?? The both of us bought 6 types of food and share.. Imagine the both of us eat so much?! Got Hokkien Fried Prawn Noodles, Oyster Omelette, Satay, Prawn Chee Cheong Fun, Mango Sago and Sesame Dumplings.. I was freaking full and he told me he still not full yet.. He got a huge appetite luhs!! After dinner, brought home food for grandma and cousins to eat.. Home sweet home!! Had a great time with him after so long.. Eventhough had great fun, i miss boyfriend!! Moronic kuku pig, thanks lots uh!! Meet up again soon!! >.< Hubby, please dont get the wrong idea uh!! I love you!! ^^


Sunday, July 25, 2010

Weets!! Back to post kers!! Yesterday, went over to boyfriend's house.. Was over there doing my DNT project and homework.. Siians to the max luhs!! Have to spend my weekends doing DNT project!! Ass luhs!! But, never mind!! Its worth it luhs.. Than like that i can concentrate on my other subjects.. 2 days didnt get to meet boyfriend and finally, met him yesterday!! Weets!! Hahas!! But, time files so fast larhs!! NB!! After that, went down chevrons to drink and sing.. Got home around 3plus?? Tired die!! Later, meeting Kin Weng that kuku to study!! Hopefully, he can wake up luhs!! If not, got to cancel lers.. Should be meeting dumb dumb boyfriend later on bahs!! I miss him larhs!! And, i know he does too!! Hahahas!! ^^


Friday, July 23, 2010

I am back to post lers.. My whole body aching!! Having school till late this few days.. I cannot believe i actually rushing my DNT right now like mad??!! Due date is next friday and i am still half-way done only.. I still damm lots to complete to score well.. Sucks luhs!! Regretted choosing DNT since secondary 3 luhs!! Eeyer!! But, its too late to regret liao luhs!! Just had a conversation with SOMEONE (am not revealing his name).. By the way, He is my friend.. He is so damm emo larhs!! But, this is what he told me just now.. He feel he is hurting his girlfriend by missing another girl and let that girl hurt him.. In a way, he felt that he is hurting his girlfriend and letting his girlfriend down.. Hmm, i went speechless after what he told me that.. All i can say is time proves everything and heals things.. So, dont dwell on it lers.. Everything will be alright ders!! Hmm, shall end my post here.. Update when i am free.. Friend, cheer up!! Remember, find me to talk whenever you are facing problems.. I am here!! Byebye!! ^^


Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Back to post!! This few days didnt post due to busy with schoolwork.. Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YVONNE!! ^^ Hmm, so long didnt see her liao luhs!! Wonder how is she doing.. But, we still in contact with each other.. Hahas!! Mei, happy sweet 16th birthday to you!! Finally, you 16 lers!! Hahas!! Birthday present i owe you first.. But, promise to get you one as soon as possible.. Lastly, last long with DARRIUS uh!! If not, i kill you!! Damm busy this few days and only got time to blog like now?? Lols!! I shall update as soon as i have the time bahs!! Bye readers!! Must miss me uh!! ^^


Sunday, July 18, 2010

I am back to post again.. This few days have alot of fun!! Especially on my birthday!! Thanks aunt and her friends for organising this birthday party for me!! Really got a very surprise party this year.. I love the celebration organise by them.. Although it isnt grand.. But, i still appreciate it lots!! Really a big thank you to them!! Its the thought counts.. Everything else doesnt matter.. Thanks those who wished me on facebook and by text.. Thanks alot!! Just a wish from you guys is already alot to me lers!! Love everyone whom really put in the effort for wishing and for organising the birthday party!! I dont know how many thank you i can say.. But, i just want to thank every single one and i really appreciate it tons!! Lastly, i enjoyed it too!! Not forgetting still got boyfriend.. Thanks him for coming over too!! <3


Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Back to post!! Been meeting up wiith boyfriend for the past two days!! He's getting cuter and cuter each day you know??!! And, i'm loving him more and more each day.. Today, just ended my oral examination.. Nervous die me!! Damm nervous can?? And its not those school's oral examination luhs!! Is the real 'N' level examinations.. I hope i can do well for that!! At least, oral examination can help to pull up abit of my overall english scores.. 3 more days to birthday and i'm totally not anxious about that cause its just a birthday!! Lols!! Shall end my post here liao.. Nothing to write much also!! Lastly, I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!! I'm gonna put down the past and look forward to our future and treasure the present!! Hee!! ^^ End here bahs!! Bye readers!! ^^


Sunday, July 11, 2010

I'm back to post lers!! Today, damm tired lehs!! Was working for the past few days.. Yesterday, went boyfriend's house after work.. I miss him like alot luhs!! Hahahas!! Had lunch at his house.. He cooked for me!! Aww!! So sweet uh!! Love die him!! After lunch, was watching movie on computer.. Almost fell asleep luhs!! But, i didnt.. Help him to dye his hair.. First time help people dye hair luhs!! So scare will ruin the whole thing.. But, thank god!! Everything was fine!! Left boyfriend's house at 10pm and headed down to chevrons to drink and sing.. Reached home around 1plus.. Today, wake up at 6plus.. Go prepare and headed down to work.. Work ended, went shopping awhile and back home.. Poor boyfriend!! He reached long time ago and i let him for so so so long!! Baby, so sorry to let you wait!! Rest awhile and accompany boyfriend to eat cause he is hungry.. Went back home and went to bath.. Blah blah blah!! Around 6plus, boyfriend accompany me downstairs to buy my dinner.. Ate dinner and watch tv!! Heehee!! Around 8plus, send boyfriend to bus-stop.. Home sweet home!! Currently, going to call and chat with boyfriend.. Shall end my post here lers!! (:


Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Back to post.. Its hasn't been a good day ever since yesterday.. When someone encounter an obstacle, this will never stop at there only.. It will continue to be even worst.. More and more things will get worst too!! Sucks luhs!! Hais!! Had tutorials this afternoon till 4.15pm.. I am tired!! Not physically.. But, emotionally.. I notice that i am not tired eventhough i slept for 3 hours only.. Can't believe right?? I cannot believe that too!! Had gastric in the morning and afternoon.. I am too busy for schoolwork lers.. Skipped dinner last night and skipped breakfast today.. Luckily, i got time to catch a bite in the afternoon.. If not, i think i'll die of gastric pain.. Hopefully, i hope i will get better tonight.. Saturday and Sunday working again.. But, this time the timing is better.. Its from 8am to 2pm.. Have to wake up early.. But, i could end work early too.. So, its a advantage to me larhs.. Going to put eye drops now cause my eyes is very pain.. Hmm, end of post here lers.. Bye readers!! Hope things will get better soon..


Monday, July 5, 2010

Back to post!! Can this whoever user stop coming to my tagboard using other people name and tag me?? Its really irritating luhs!! Your parents never give you name arhs?? Or you have a name.. But, choose to be a nameless person?? Shameless + loser!! You can tag whatever you want.. But, i will just delete your tags.. So, you are just wasting your own sweet time.. Dont you find yourself pathetic?? I shall not waste my saliva and time on you.. Bye readers!! End of post.. ^^


Thursday, July 1, 2010

Back to post again.. Didnt go school as was kind of tired cause of the motivational workshop for the past two full days!! Boring die luhs!! Plus, I miss boyfriend alot luhs!! Boyfriend came over to my house in the morning.. Hahas!! Brought breakfast over.. Hahas!! Guess what it is?? Its big breakfast from macdonalds.. Baby, thanks for your wonderful breakfast!! Love die you lers!! Hahas!! So sweet of him can?? Love die him!! ^^ After breakfast, meet up with aunt and cousin at coffee shop with grandma and boyfriend.. Cause aunt wanted me to treat her breakfast.. Went down awhile, chat chat awhile and back home.. Boyfriend and I go inside room use computer and watch show.. Had lunch at my house and continue watching show.. Hahas!! Around 4.30pm, headed down to west coast with boyfriend to pick up cousin from school.. Hahas!! Send her back home and went back my house.. Hahas!! Boyfriend damm cute luhs!! I love him to the max luhs!! Took photos with boyfriend!! Happy happy luhs!! Around 6plus, boyfriend and i accompanied aunt to buy food home.. Bought alot foond luhs!! Dinner was great!! *Thumbs up!!* Around 8plus, send boyfriend to bus-stop and wait till his bus come than go off.. Hmm, now web-camming with boyfriend now.. Shall end my post here lers.. I love him lots!! ^^




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