Tuesday, August 31, 2010

AWESOME DAY WITH BOYFRIEND!! ^^ Firstly, wish all teachers a very HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!! Had celebration in school and its was kinda boring.. Classmates had telematch with Mr Lok and with sitting over there texting boyfriend and cheering for them.. We came in second instead of first.. Whatever it is, winning doesn't matter.. Its the process of it and they enjoy the game can lers.. Hahas!! After school, boyfriend came over to fetch me from school.. Sweet uh!! Then, bought maggi and back to his house to cook and makan.. Around 12plus, boyfriend came over to my house and was waiting for me while I was bathing.. Sorry to let him wait.. Around 1plus, headed to take bus then trained down to cineleisure.. Saw A'mirah at Jurong East Mrt Station and she told me: "You look so different luhs!!" She must be crazy luhs!! She thinking whether is me or who luhs!! Crazy girl uh!! Reached Somerset at around 2 plus and accompanied him to return things to HER.. Find things kinda weird luhs.. Maybe I think too much bahs.. I dont know larhs!! Lack of confidence I guess.. Went to watch grown ups and its was a very funny movie.. *THUMB UP!!* After movie, bought Frolicks as got craving for it.. Boyfriend super cute luhs!! Love die him luhs!! Walked down to Plaza Singapura and had Long John Sliver.. Then, walked down to bus-stop and took bus 175.. In bus, I was tired and fell asleep on boyfriend's shoulder.. Aww!! Comfortable uh!! Boyfriend was tired too and slept on my shoulder when I'm awake.. Reached West Coast, took bus 143 and headed back to my place to collect ATM card from grandmother and went to press money.. After that, went aunt house to take some things and headed back to my place for dinner!! Weets!! After dinner, took photos and was talking to boyfriend.. Feeling so sad as time files fast and only can get to see him on thursday night.. Sad die me!! At about 10pm, took things back to aunt's house and send boyfriend to bus-stop.. If only I can not miss him so badly.. But, I can't.. Hais!! Just now saw HER post on her blog make me feel uneasy.. I dont know why I will have such feelings also.. Plus, saw HER post on boyfriend's wall and feeling kind of jealous?? I dont know also larhs.. Haiyo!! Why I like that arhs?? Maybe this is just what LOVE is.. Seriously, I just hope she can just fuck off from boyfriend's life!! Argh!! I know I am selfish.. But, it can't be blame.. HUBBY, I LOVE DIE YOU!! I use the word DIE again!! Ahahahahas!! ^^ Boyfriend never fail to make me smile!! <333


Monday, August 30, 2010

Awesome day!! As usual, went to school.. Was missing boyfriend really badly and only can get to see him in the afternoon.. Was texting with him all the way and I can ay I totally is not used to iphone and the battery die like fast only luhs!! Luckily, got time to go home and charge awhile.. Phew!! Hahas, was in school having lessons till about 6pm?? Meet up with boyfriend and had dinner together with him, Eyqah, Shikin , Afiq and Hiyati.. Break fasting can be that great eh??!! Would want to try it again some other time.. Boyfriend came over to my place at around 7plus and I was kinda tired didnt really accompany him much.. Feel so bad luhs.. Notthing much to talk about luhs.. But, still is an awesome day!! Hahas, it should be days with boyfriend is always awesome luhs!! I really love him to the max luhs!! Hais, I dont know he know anot luhs??!! Tomorrow, boyfriend fetching me from schooll and outing with him lers!! Yayness!! Eventhough it is sad that I can only get to see him tomorrow.. But, I still get a chance to talk to him on phone everyday and listen to his cute voice.. I love the way he bully me everytime!! Hahas!! HUBBY, I LOVE DIE YOU!!!!! <333


Sunday, August 29, 2010

Back to post!! Today was another awesome day with boyfriend.. Went over to boyfriend house to find him at around 11plus.. Waiting for him and his family to get ready over there.. Went to carry his dog, Sugar.. and play with her.. At around 12pm, leave his house and way down to temple.. Took around 30 minutes of 143 and change bus to 54.. Total journey is about 45 minutes.. Hahas!! At first, was really super shy and really not myself.. But, became better as we are chatting.. At around 1plus, had our lunch over there. After that, separated from his family and headed down to Clarke Quay to buy my sticky candy!! ^^ The queue was long!! Boyfriend didnt have any complains or anything.. All he did was patiently waiting together with me.. HUBBY, THANKS!! ^^ Headed back to his house straight after I bought the candies.. Reached his place around 4plus.. I was really tired and I just wish to accompany him and to look at him more.. Little did I know, I fell asleep.. And, he did too!! Hahas!! Woke up around 5plus 6pm and was rotting on his bed.. Cause was kinda lazy and sleepy.. But, still get up.. Hahas!! Had dinner over his place with his family members and I feel so awkward plus shy can?? Hahas!! Thanks hubby for everything he did today!! So sweet of him!! Aww!! After dinner, was talking to him and time really files!! So fast I am going home and he is going back to camp.. Sad die me!! Around 8plus, boyfriend accompany me wait bus and send me home!! Boyfriend came my place and took photos!! At around 9plus, send boyfriend down and he insisted and ask me not to send him to bus-stop.. He told me its getting late!! So, of course i did listen to him.. Really had a awesome day with him!! Currently, on phone with him and starting to miss him lers!! Sad die me!! Thanks boyfriend for everything he did!! I really appreciated it.. Eventhough, some things happened last night.. But, I think i really made up my mind to stay with him.. HUBBY, I LOVE YOU!! ^^ I am going to make this clear to every single one of you.. This boyfriend of mine is not my ex!! He is my new boyfriend!! He is KENNEITH TAN not LEE ZHAO JIE!! So, please dont think he is.. Thanks everyone!! Whoever wants to come here and tag, please stop giving nasty comments!! Thanks much!!


Saturday, August 28, 2010

I am here to post!! Ahahahas!! Today had a awesome day with boyfriend.. Firstly, went over to his place around 10 plus and thought of letting him sleep longer due to lack of sleeping as the both of us slept very late at 6am?? Can you imagine how tired can he be?? At least I slept longer hours than he does.. Poor thing eh!! Me heart pain die!! Hahas!! Was rotting with him and he is damm lazy to get up to wash his clothing.. Lazybum!! But, I like!! Around 11am, he went to wash his clothes and I am playing with his dog.. Hahas, waiting for him to finish all the necessary stuffs and headed down to Jurong Point.. Had lunch at Thai Express.. He insisted to foot the bill and dont want me to pay him back!! Argh!! Anyway, THANKS HUBBY!! After eating, was walking around and I find out that Jurong Point is really small.. Planned to head down to Jurong East as the time was still early.. Reached there, was walking around and did nothing as there is really small too.. Boyfriend send me home and had a good rest on his shoulder.. Comfortable sia!! <333 Was slacking at my house downstairs as time is still quite early.. At around 5pm, send Boyfriend to bus-stop and make sure he board the bus then i leave.. I am sorry that I couldn't accompany him much as grandmother is celebrating her birthday and had to go back.. But, nevermind.. I can get to see him tomorrow!! Yayness!! I know still got 13 more hours then can get to see him.. But, I cannot do anything.. Sigh!! Currently, on phone with him and really missing him badly lers.. I know he does too!! Hahas!! Okay, I'm insane!! (:
Having someone to talk to, someone to care for, someone who will always be there.. A hand to hold, somebody to lean on, someone who can share every single thing to.. And if thats not enough, just know that you can have all of me.. I hope thats enough..
I cant deny the fact that, all guys love hot girls, or rather adore them.. But what i can say is, I may not be the prettiest girl, but I am the one who love you the most.. I fear of losing you, cause I am inferior of all the pretty girls around you.. I am afraid you would leave just like this.. There is none other than you, KENNEITH TAN!!


Friday, August 27, 2010



Time to post lers!! Guess I am feeling better today?? Hmm, I dont know too!! Hack care larhs.. Hahas, school was awesome and found out something shocking.. Actually, it should be funny instead.. Laugh die me sia!! Friends around are asking me why my relationship status is widowed?? I told them this: "Why you guys are randomly asking me this question?? Hmm, I dont know??" Weird uh!! People are asking me such question which I really dont know how to answer luhs!! LOLS!! Skip this part.. Going to be draggy if I continue.. Hahas!! Will update lesser nowadays due to examinations are coming.. Will update whenever I have the time to.. Got craving for sticky candy!! Aww!! Sad!! The shop is like far only can?? Plus, only got one outlet.. Even more worse.. Hope to get it soon if i got the time!! End my post here bahs.. Byebye!! ^^


Thursday, August 26, 2010

Finally, found time to blog.. I dont know what happened to me.. I am feeling so vexed right now!! Hope things will be better bahs..  I am sad and feeling uneasy in my heart.. But, what i can do?? I can do nothing about it.. Everything that happened, I'm the cause of it.. I am the one!! Not to blame anyone else.. But, myself.. Feeling bad and this feeling have been hunting me for the past few nights.. I really hate myself for doing such a thing to you!! What a bitch i am??!! But, I dont wish to let you him neither.. Deep inside my heart, I'm wondering.. If i didnt appear and step into his life, he wont be pester by her everyday and feeling pissed off or what.. All i want from him is to see him smile and being happy everyday.. I dont know what to do now.. I thought i am better and wont be feeling in such way as the things you told me about this yesterday.. But, I'm wrong.. Today when i got her messages, I was like.. FUCK MY LIFE!! I AM A BITCH!! I can't believe i actually do that to her.. I am being selfish to snatch away just like this.. And, didnt think of how she would feel.. When i saw what she wrote, I am angry about it.. But, I think twice.. I have no right to be angry.. In the first place, I am the one who snatch it away from her and letting her suffer.. I deserve all this from her.. Well, I know no matter how many time i apologise to her is useless.. But, I still have to say it.. I AM SORRY!! This is love.. I rather letting you saying nasty things about me then you dont give a damm about it at all.. I AM SORRY!! I cant bear to let him go.. I know she is unable to read it.. But, this is really my most sincere apology to her..

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Sunday, August 22, 2010

What a great outing with my two babes!! ^^


Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Examinations results are out!! But, not all.. I try my very best for all of the papers lers.. But, the results i got back is all shit!! Chemistry have alot of careless mistakes and only 1 more mark to pass!! What the fuck??!! I dont care about the marks.. But, i care about the process!! I hate myself for doing such stupid mistakes!! All the papers i got back today, its all almost going to pass.. But, i didnt!! All stupid mistakes!! But, i passed my Mother Tongue!! This is the only subject i got 100% confidence in passing it.. Only got back Chemistry, Social Studies, Design&Technology and Mother Tongue paper.. Hope other subjects will have better results.. This is what i call the outcome for not putting in enough effort in your studies.. And, this is what i regretted.. The whole of last year i didnt even pay close attention.. All the concept and syllabus for last year topics, i'm damm weak for it!! Have to really buck up and work harder for 'N' levels.. Not going to spent so much time on facebook liao!! Teehee!! ^^


Tuesday, August 17, 2010

I still got alot more!! Its just that either the photo not nice or its about the same clothes we wear when we go out.. ^^
Back to post lers!! Decided to post when i saw Lynette's blog just now!! Aww~ So sweet uh!! I am going to upload old photos!!Hahas, i'm sure i have more than she can dig out.. Suddenly, miss those times with her!! Memories!! Hahas!! Finally, examinations ended!! After school, went home straight and prepare and headed down to west coast to do some stuffs.. Back home, was watching youth olympic games.. Hahas, its kinda nice uh!! Around 4pm, went inside room and took my nap.. I am damm tired due to lack of sleep and burning midnight oil for the past few days.. Damm shiok luhs!! Slept until 5plus?? Than, replied boyfriend's text.. He came over around 7plus and went home around 8plus.. Lols!! I am turning in early tonight!! Cause i want to have enough energy to be crazy in school.. HAHAHAHAS!! The sad thing is, why aint there a marking day for us to rest at home after 1 week of examinations?? Sad die me luhs!! Eeyer!! Sucks to the max!! Hao bahs.. Shall end my post here lers!! Bye bye!! ^^


Saturday, August 14, 2010

Back to post!! Quite some time didnt blog lers.. Hahas, i was damm busy with examinations recently and is studying like mad luhs!! First time so hardworking eh!! Went for Maths and Chemistry lessons just now in the morning.. Super tired!! But, had no choice still have to go.. Still got 2 more days to end of my preliminary examinations.. Must really work very hard lers!! Cannot play liao.. After lessons, went to West Coast Plaza with Mr Wong, Nicholas, Nelson, Chew Tiong, Jun Jie and Chun Hian for lunch.. Chit-chatting while eating.. Had a great lunch together with them.. Headed home and started revision again.. Been studying consecutive for 3 days lers.. Totally different from the old me already!! I've changed!! Hahas!! Shall plan a outing with sisters soon!! Long time didnt go out with them lers!! Miss those times luhs!! Hmm, end my post here bahs.. Shall update again..
Bye bye!! ^^


Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Back to post.. I am so fucked up with my life and stuffs!! Its getting me crazy.. I hate this kind of life.. What does we really wants in our life?? I think there must be a conclusion to this.. If not, i might go berserk by then.. Things doesnt seems right this days and i hope it would be like soon.. Really soon.. I am damm vexed!! Am troubled by lots of stuffs and is really busy with schoolwork.. Feel loved this few days.. But, i dont know what i am really thinking luhs!! Yes, i do love him.. But, what about him?? Complicated feelings?? I dont know.. I dont know what he really wants and what he is thinking.. I'm too tired to guess what he is up to..  I just dont want let every chances to go to waste just like this.. I've changed.. And, i really do.. Suddenly, i felt as if i am really alone right now.. I am damm lonely.. No one to turn to.. I just need a someone to be my side and share everything with me.. But, i guess everything its too late now.. I guess its time for me to bid goodbye.. I think it would be much more better than now?? Things often turned out the way people doesn't want it to.. But, we can't do anything.. This is part and parcel of life.. Jasmine, just face up to the reality!! Welcome to the world..


Monday, August 2, 2010

This is nice right??!! Eric dear got the best photography skills!! ^^
Back to post!! Was feeling better this few days.. Hahas!! Yesterday, went out with Eric.. Its been so long since i met him eh!! Actually, wanted to watch Inception.. But, the timing was sucks can??!! Plus, the seating also sucks!! Agrh!! Angry die luhs!! Than, decided to walk around and not watch movie cause no timing left luhs!! First, went to Ion and walked around.. Than, to lucky plaza.. Suddenly, got like alot of filipino over there.. Its like super alot can??!! Damm exaggerating luhs!! First time see eh!! Bloddy him!! Say all my members.. What the hell?!! No luhs!! After that, the both of us are hungry and headed down to macdonals and eat.. My first meal of the day!! Hahas!! After eating, chit-chatting over there.. Around 7pm, walked to bus-stop and he send me all the way to jurong east than he go home.. Aww!! So sweet eh!! Love die him larhs!! He is cute can?? Eat macdonalds in a super unique way i ever see can??!! Damm cute eh!! Hahas!! Had a great day!! <3 Didnt expect will be great fun can??!! Hahas!! End my post here bahs.. Bye bye!! ^^




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