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Thursday, August 26, 2010

Finally, found time to blog.. I dont know what happened to me.. I am feeling so vexed right now!! Hope things will be better bahs.. I am sad and feeling uneasy in my heart.. But, what i can do?? I can do nothing about it.. Everything that happened, I'm the cause of it.. I am the one!! Not to blame anyone else.. But, myself.. Feeling bad and this feeling have been hunting me for the past few nights.. I really hate myself for doing such a thing to you!! What a bitch i am??!! But, I dont wish to let you him neither.. Deep inside my heart, I'm wondering.. If i didnt appear and step into his life, he wont be pester by her everyday and feeling pissed off or what.. All i want from him is to see him smile and being happy everyday.. I dont know what to do now.. I thought i am better and wont be feeling in such way as the things you told me about this yesterday.. But, I'm wrong.. Today when i got her messages, I was like.. FUCK MY LIFE!! I AM A BITCH!! I can't believe i actually do that to her.. I am being selfish to snatch away just like this.. And, didnt think of how she would feel.. When i saw what she wrote, I am angry about it.. But, I think twice.. I have no right to be angry.. In the first place, I am the one who snatch it away from her and letting her suffer.. I deserve all this from her.. Well, I know no matter how many time i apologise to her is useless.. But, I still have to say it.. I AM SORRY!! This is love.. I rather letting you saying nasty things about me then you dont give a damm about it at all.. I AM SORRY!! I cant bear to let him go.. I know she is unable to read it.. But, this is really my most sincere apology to her..

Labels: I AM A BITCH..

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